today

it pissed rain all day at work.
i came up with this because it was filling my head and suffocating me- to be as dramatic as possible of course.

I shut my mouth in the passing days because saying nothing is better then saying anything at all. Still i don't even cross your mind- i tired once but you waved me out of your face like a fly. It makes sense i suppose, how could anyone grow to like a buzzing in their ears while they try to sleep?
world peace is more likely then me and you. I hope for something so childishly only to be sot down like an unmarked plane in skies of war.
there is nothing here. There is only me and what i choose to dream about to pass the days that you could care less and less. There is no peace for a restless undesired heart. I mean nothing to you and nothing hurts more then truth. there is absolutely nothing more pathetic then dwelling on this like i do- if you could care any less id only want you more.