General observations:

your shit is fucked.

do the world a favor and buy some rope

maybe home depot is having a sale on some of the good sturdy stuff.

you are useless waste of space
but don't worry

you're not the only one.

i'd brave those mountain passes if they could prove my heart beats

falling backwards
not seeing to what you are subject
that might be the point
if not now then later
whatever
fall
if it dosent happen
which it needs to
i'll spend the rest of my days running away
and im not much for endurance
the white and the green have slowed me
these colors and their consistency couldnt make me feel any less alone

i'd walk exposed in the snowiest mountain passes
if they could prove i still feel

when you ask me if i love you
i cant look far enough away
because i dont remember what love is supposed to be

except that its subjective
and so are we.

be my mountain
and i will give you my heart.

leave me alone

i am so done with everything.

if you're reading this, you found some time

and you'll know who you are a few lines into this.
you'll know because youre the only person who has ever looked at me with such admiration and not ulterior motive.
the only person who has acted with admirable eloquence in such a regular state of lush.
you're worth every second of my time and yet im counting down the days when we have none left.

you've come half way across the world only to find the most average, uninteresting teenage waste.
if this intrigues you- my memory will soon be nothing more then dust

the world is full of jaded, broken people like me
soon enough you will be too.

something about you makes me believe in god,
the rest of you gives him a bad name.

in another world you are another person
in every reflective surface i am another person.
every mirror i look into presents this absurd opaque reflection that does nothing but stare back


i emit no feeling that could ever be tangible to the heart
but how could you have ever known this.